back to reality
September 20, 2007After my 5-day long vacation, I am practically dragging my feet back to work, which is exactly what I hate about long vacation leaves, work welcomes me like a baby misses its mom. All my days of rest and relaxation are gone. Actually, all the stress that I’m having now outbalanced the breather that I had that I want to go on leave forever! Of course, that’s not possible unless I want to be poorer than a rat.
Aside from going back to working my ass off, I am conditioning my brains to go back to reviewing for my GMAT. I know I have been putting it off for months now and there’s nobody to blame but me. Actually, I’m still having cold feet especially when I’m thinking of the millions I’ll be spending to finance my MBA. I have to put in my head that I’ll cross the bridge when I get there. The money will come. I just have give my best for my GMAT. Argh! I hate myself for procrastinating. But yeah, I’ll be a good girl from now on. I’ll allot at least 2 hours a day for my review. No exceptions!
Also, I have to start talking to alumni from different B-schools. I already saw one possible contact from Wharton but due to my laziness, I haven’t even started thinking of what I will ask her in my email. Hardiharhar! I haven’t even started in the process yet and my mañana habit is already showing. Hopefully the B-schools won’t get wind that I have that repulsive attitude.
*Sigh* I guess I have to stop thinking of all the things I have to do for my B-school applications and get over with my GMAT first. I need to know how I’d score first so I’d have an idea which schools I will apply to. Hmmm…to put it more accurately, I have to condition myself to get at least 700. Actually, I want 750 but since I can’t gauge myself yet, I’d go for 700 for now.
In the meantime, I need to go back to work. ZZZzzzzz
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musta na? nice to see you having a great time there! keep blogging! 
